waiting and taking chances

hi. i've got lots on my mind, and to spill such large amount of babbles on twitter won't do.
so here goes. blog.

"what would you do if you got the chance to grow a love which will never work?"

not talking about the compatibility, nor about LDR. let's just say....if neither one of us could change, there will never be any 'us'. (don't guess what it is - just keep it in your mind.)
this person... i'd rather say it by the term "adore". the whole package maybe. though i can't say i know him well, so far there's nothing he does that could put out this adoring feeling.
i'm not gonna say anything too lovey-dovey, though.
but this feeling isn't supposed to be here.

me myself, got a motto from Feist's song "Tout Doucement" that reads,

N'allez jamais trop vite,
Vous avez tout le temps.

which means, "Never go too fast, you have all the time."

what a wise quote. yes people; you have all the time in the world, there's no need to rush it, good things come for those who wait.
but what if opportunity won't wait?
what if you wait so that things will cool down, but for too long that you missed it?
what if it has been lying there, unrevealed? what if you actually had to chase it?
what if you lost the once-in-a-lifetime chance that will never come around for the second time?

~

at this point i would love to be a straightforward person. i would like everyone to be straightforward people. so that we say straightforwardly about how we feel, what's on our mind, and what's we're too afraid to tell. so that nothing will be left unsaid. so no opportunities nor chances will be missed.

hi-ho

just a short update asking for how's you guys doing? Blogspot has been down for a few days! was it only for Fastnet users? well now that it's back, let's blog a lot peeps! : D

hmm nothing particularly important has happened to me anyway.. just had a very very vacant college week, only attended 2 classes from 6, insaanityyy haha. earlier today, went around margonda to "ngamen" for fun! there was six of us haha very tiring but whattan experience.

new year next month. honestly this makes me want to curse out every swearing words because WTF?! 2010?? has it been this long? why does time flies so quickly? i don't wanna waste my college life that quick, slow down Time.

...seriously i ran out of things to type. i think it's bad to try posting a blog when you really ain't got anything worthy enough to share, but i feel like typing.

to think of it, i think i've blogged for a bit long. March 2008 (on the Shortminded blog). and as time goes, my blogging purpose has been changing a lot. first time, Blog is a place to spill anything that i want to write. then it changed to be a comment-collector blog (yes i was in that phase; 20-40 comments per post), and now it crumbles back to the first one. i don't think anyone is bothered enough to leave a comment, since there is nothing fancy enough to be conversationed about :p but here i am typing aimlessly and i don't really know if anyone still reads this by now.

but this has been more like a diary to me – with or without the comments. few years from now, i'll read back my old posts and have a good laugh.

what are you doing reading my blog?! haha. give a good response on why do you read my blog. and do you or do you not read my unimportant posts like this one? or do you only read a read-worthy posts? give me feedbacks because i doubt anyone sticks around here by now.

well see ya.

how are you liking a Bambi's nose poking out to your computer's monitor?

thought a little change may refresh this lousy blog :)

new header. picture at Safari, by me. no retouch, it feels right!

oh & i also changed a few things on the layout. all of the sidebar titles are changed. added a description gadget, and a link gadget of icons to all of my other social networking accounts. wheeeeep!
(on a random thought, should i add a picture of mine to the description part? haven't done that since a long time.)

day & night

You know, you should blog while you're on fire. But don't post it rightaway, save it in the drafts. One or two hours later, open it & re-read the whole stuffs. Perfect the story. Then if already sure, publish the post.
(your way of telling stories will be different depends on the time. for instance, if something wonderful happen, your story would be rather overjoyed. but when you cool down, you give your brain time to work & will add a new perspective to your story.
this is only a small tip so that our posts won't be too retarded for anywho to read!)


went to safari with my big big family! i was literally thrilled to death seeing that lot of animals. every animal is gorgeous in their own ways(pardon this certain kind of weakness; i don't know how to stop! all animals are cute!), so i took a hell lot of pictures of them! oooh i love animals ♥





mhee! I WANT YOU! :3







then Soulnation. should've watched both days, but i ended up only watching the Friday one. saw RAN, Arrested Development, & Tangga. got a free ticket of The Ting Tings, but at that time it was already half past the starting hour and the entrance queue is still crazy, so i solely sold the ticket, ha ha.
RAN was great lyk usual. Arrested Development was amazing. Tangga was very entertaining.
overall, soulnation day one was awesome!






on a fucken' big side note. I MET OMESH! yes, that handyysome omesh of Extravaganza.
my friend (Candle) & i happen to "chat" with him occasionally via twitter, and for the love of God, he recognized me! my brain danced. he is a very, very friendly man. i idolize you.